I knew that something would come to me eventually, and right after it did I wished I had stayed downtown longer today because once I had the idea the plans did not take long at all. I just hope they go as well as I think they will.
There are more important things on my mind right now, now that I am well prepared for the school week of course. If I end up getting a job and moving down here, how will I know which side to be on. I have no ties to either Clemson or Carolina, but if I live here people will ask me who I am for and I will need to have an answer. Clemson has prettier colors and a name that just sounds a lot cooler than Carolina Gamecocks, but.....I can't think of any buts so I guess it'll be Clemson. Problem solved :p
And I found these really cool program covers from back in the day, so that makes me want to stick with my decision even more.
Moving down here is a really big decision and I think that fact just now hit me. I love it here. There are so many places to explore and it's near the ocean. It is beautiful. I found a church that I really like going to. It would not be the end of the world to have to live here. I am sure that I would enjoy it....
But, I also need to consider the sacrifices. Life at home will go on without me. My grandpa doesn't travel and he would be devastated. He is always telling me how much he misses me and that he can't wait for me to come home in December. I don't know if I'll even be able to tell him that I want to move here. Also, I will barely ever see my friends. And I will be doing a lot of things alone, which I usually don't mind but I'm pretty sure it would get old after a year or so.
The bottom line is, I need to be where the jobs are. I am happy here. There is no reason why I shouldn't move here. Ugh there is just so much to think about for the future. Becoming a real adult is so conflicting.
Right now I need to go grade some projects and relax a little bit before the stressful week begins. Bring it on 7th graders, bring it on.
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